Hatred-Love

Break up?

2008-11-25T19:23:00.000-08:00

The day you asked for break up, i've got nothing to say. I'm sorry tat i put you in the spot, to make a choice between me and her. But i did not know you gave up on mi and not her. You said you dun wan to see her sad or angry, i can understand. But did you ever think of mi? I guess not. Before you asked for break up, you said i must ans you 1 question and the ans must be a yes cannot no or dun know. Then you asked you wan to break up after that. Can i say no? You never ever cared, think about mi. Everything in your mind is her, not me. But in my mind, you occupied the whole space. I hope you dun get angry or offenced after reading this post. These are the things i am thinking while i have been crying in my room for the night. I thought many things. Read up the messages you send mi last time, wanting to last long and now you said you wanna break up... In front of my parents i must act happy, like nothing happen. Thanks sagiri and yeeswen for the comfort and cheering up. I love you<3>
I guess the reason you asked for the break up is because she is better than mi, she can go out, i can't. You need her, not me, you loved her, not me. You dun wan to see her sad or angry, and she is more more lots important to you. But there is something i must tell you, i love you alot.

Open House!!!

2008-11-23T19:33:00.000-08:00

Today went to sch with xiuhui and pei shan, then early in the morning wake up wan go meet them le, then xiuhui say she stomach pain. Then i ask peishan where is she, she say still at home cause no one call her then she thought we dun wan her to come... But xiuhui said she got tell her to meet in the morning le... Nvm. After tat we go central buy bubble tea then walk walk walk to sch.. Chat chat chat:D. Then when we are near the dnt block, xiuhui saw bryan but i never... Then go fitness play, sit there play phone game... Ke lian de xiuhui... Sit there see us play... Because we came too early le but nvm lor. Then later go to the performance theatre, then saw kerwei... Wow, he's so early too... Then walk around the sch, see dance, then angklung, so nice:D then watch, watch and watch, then peishan go on the fan then mi and xiuhui keep go switch off, then she come strangle mi, xiuhui and my poor bear... Then near 12pm le then see alot of guzheng ppl come, then after tat teacher cal xiuhui, then ask us go down wait 4 her , then help her take somethings. So take le then go performance theatre there wait for teacher to open the door. Then put down the things, went to help arrange the drums, then practice. Then later rush to wear the guzheng nails, then xiuhui still nid change tape, cos then we help her after we put on the guzheng nails... Then go practice cause 2pm to 3pm is our 1st performanc then very the scared. but we still try our best, then we play percussion first, then guzheng. But we have to go for both and wear nails to play percussion... But i think still can manage... Johnathan scared until sweat a lot... I dun know why, keep come ask for tissue and he used finish my 1 whole packet of tissue...Hahas... Then ken like very tired, sad like tat...Then 4pm to 5pm got another performance, by the time, we very tired le... Then everything end at 5pm. Then my mum come fetch mi... Go ah ma house... Then when i take out my skirt(inside got wear pants de) my cousin sister wan pull my pants down also... Then she can't get mi then i go pull her pants then she bite mi... Sorry for the late post... So i will end here today... BB :D

Guzheng practice yesterday:D

2008-11-20T18:31:00.000-08:00

Hello, back to post:D Yesterday we have guzheng and percussion practice, so same thing, i met xiuhui at playground in the morning, then we went for breakfast, quite tired tat day cause i did not really slept well, onli sleep from 11 plus to 3 plus, then wake up to sms... Then around 6 like tat sleep again... Until 7 then wake up, by the time i wake up, still very sleepy, but no choice, have to go for guzheng and meet xiuhui... So after breakfast we go to sch, the door locked, but i break open.. Hahas... Then we play the drum then xiuhui go out testing testing whether can hear from outside anot... Then she say can, very loud, and she say she saw mr nasim. Then we faster run out... Then see the preparation of open house thingy... Then we go in again... LOL, so lame... Cause nothing to do luhhs... So bored, we reached there very early, then waited for peishan to come, then after she come, teacher also come. Then we set up guzheng if i'm not wrong... Ps. got abit stm... Easy to forget things... Then we not so sure how to arrange then anyhow do, but when sagiri come, she helped us to arrange nicely and when mi and her move the guzheng, i got injured... The stand gripped my hand and i can't find plaster... Onli can use the plaster which mi and xiuhui play the 20cent de ball, win 1... But it's not sticky, then peishan say can buy at bookshop, so we went to buy and she nid to buy her pen refil also. Then i bought 3 she bought 2. Then when i wan to put it on, peishan help to using her's... So sweet, thank you peishan... Then we went back to practice guzheng... Then when afternoon break, we pei peishan go buy lunch, xiuhui and her buy big gulp at seven eleven then we went buy fries, peishan wan 1 then we head back to sch.. eat le then go practice percussion le... I forgot about hows the practice... But we played 1 adn the first time for zhang lao shi, our instructor, to see... She helped us edit the ending as well and lin lao shi... When we end, the bowing thingy... Then went back practice guzheng again... After tat keep drum, tat ken onli take the stand... LOL... Wad senior lai de... Haix...Jkjk onli la... Later he and jonathan every practice there keep calling mi gang boss leader again le... Shannon also... Then every1 was there taking out nails, then sagiri and yeeswen and seniors asked us to keep guzheng, but no 1 care them and keep standing and talking... Then teacher was so angry... Asked every1 to sit on the floor and gather in the front... Sorry seniors that we did not listen to you guys... So teacher talk talk talk, then release us at 5.30. So me, xiuhui and peishan walked home... And i think we fight? Or somehow just ignore each other. But she did sms mi say bye cause i'm talking to him on the phone... So i replied her after talk finish with him.

Today, sleeped very smoothly without alot of wake in the middle of night... BUT!!! My mum's cry made mi woke up... Cause when my father's sleeping, he smack tio my mum then very pain so she cried... If i were my mum, i would kicked him off the bed, down on the floor!!! Then wake up in the morning, sms sms sms, call call call... Then i use com, watch show, talk to him, and boy, i miss you... Then talk to yeeswen in msn then i found out 1 thing!!!!! She and her stead were together in the same date as mi and him!!! And the method of them knowing each other is the same as the method of how i know him!!! OMG! It's just too coincident, if i did not spell wrong. And yeah, yeeswen, last long with him... :D

My first post!!! Quizzie!!! Xiuhui asked mi do de... hahas

2008-11-17T03:38:00.000-08:00

Quiz 1

1. Do you like your present school?
Yup! :D

2. Who is the person you trust most!
Erm... I dun have the ans right now... Maybe ME, MYSELF?

3. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Hmmm... Nop. I dun hate them

4. Are you afraid of death?
DEATH? Of course i'm scared... hahas =)

5. Do your parents trust you with a Girlfriend/Boyfriend?
Nah... They dun trust mi... They DON allow mi to have 1

6. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he wants to commit suicide?
Nah.. Never ever once...

7. What do you enjoy doing the most?
Er... Playing with my frens?

8. What is your most spoken language?
Chinese!!! :D

9. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yes!!! I treasure it... :DDDDD

10. If you had a choice, which age would you choose to stay at?
3-6 bahs... Cause thats the time i played the most

11.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My frens and family bahs...

12. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Him!:D And my frens, as well as family...

13. Do you find life meaningless?
Maybe sometimes, but mostly finding it meaningful

14. Do you like your CCA?
Yup! I love it! So fun with my seniors!

15. What will you do if you wake up one day and found out that you lost a toe?
Never thought of tat...

16. What are your goals for this year?
Getting promoted to sec 2 express? And i did it!!!!:D

17. If you have 3 wishes, what will you wish for?
I will wish for him to come back...
I will wish to have to long friendship with my frens and not to fight again...
I will wish to have more freedom...

Quiz 2

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Sad? Hate him?

2. What will you do if you do not share the same feelings as the person who likes you?
Dun know? And i dun understand the question... Hahas... Lol :X

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Hmmm... Romantic?

4. What's your ideal lover like?
Cute, caring, honest, lvoes mi and handsome...

5. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone... Of course....

6. If the person you like does not like you, will you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
Maybe yes? It depends on the time i wait...

7. If the person you secretly likes is already attached, what would you do?
Hope he is happy and still remembers mii...

8. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Yes?

9. What do you want most in life?
Being happy, and going out...

10. Is being tagged fun?
Maybe? I dun know...

11. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend,how would you react?
I will either hate my fren, or the boyfriend, or both!

12. Who is currently the most important person to you?
Frens, family and him...

13. What is the most unforgettable thing/event in your life?
Er... there are many luhhs... sad, happy... all sorts...

14. If the person you secretly like cannot recognise you, what would you do /how would you react?
I dun know... Never gone through this before.

15. Would you give your all in a relationship?
It depends bahs... See what i am giving...

16. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
I dun know...

17. What type of friends do you like?
Fun, caring, trust me, honest and they understand my feelings

18. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
If the person is hurt, i will apologise... but it will be fun... hahas... laughing also?